long time

sorry it has been a while since i updated. cough ::rachel:: cough. lets see..friday was genderbender. great fun. even setting up with robin was fun. i came in second for drag king. i wish kiernan could have been there. it would have been 100x cooler. kit looked damn sexy in my cloths. hah. kit i love you. saturday was awesome. we had ou radio show and foster kept calling. hehe. i love foster too. then i stayed for rachel and mark's show. but mark is in south africa so ryn and hillary and lakota were there. more calls from foster. then andrea came a kicked us out. poo. me and sab went to the creamie. yum. we saw nack. yay. rachel came to my room later and we watched slc punk. since i finally have it back. then we had open house. that was kinda fun. i spent the night with rachel in gould. too much fun. too many laughs. finally slept at like 4am. haha. had breakfast with kit and rachel. went to tracy with kit. hehe. we made up funny stories. then we had a "gay koc" meeting. heh. brendan acted like....brendan. heh. me, drew, kit, tim, and nack went to dinner. tim had his "the joys of gay sex" book. haha. fun pictures. we walked to the bridge after dinner to try and dissprove an urban myth that there were keys in a container under the bridge. there werent. we did get eaten alive by bugs though. heh. we went back to keep basement and talked about "gay things." now i am here. poo. homework sucks. tomorrow is room draw. yay.

yesterday

wow.yesterday was crazy. gay pride march in noho.i woke up around 8ish. went to breakfast. came back to my room. talked to kiernan. went outside to the flagpole at 10:30. sudi-laura came. me, brendan, caitlin, nack, tim, amy, and sudi all squished into her little car. hehe. we drove to greenfield. elizabeth met us there and we got big SUV. we all climbed in that. brendan climbing in the back was funny. (imagine how hard it is to et in the way back of a car. now imagine brendan. he is what...300lbs) very fun. we drove to noho with brendan singing along to the radio. "THE FIRST CUT IS THE DEEPEST" got to noho. parked in the garage next to a niiiice car. stingray. yum. sudi, brendan, and caitlin went into brugger's to go to the bathroom. brendan came out with food. hehe. we people watched for a bit and then walked to the begining of the parade. we followed the marcing band for a while but then went in front of them. they kept playing "we're going to the chapel and we're gonna get married" there weren't as many anti-gay protesters as i thought there would be. we finally finished at the fair grounds. we were all really hungry so we just turned around and walked back to noho. sudi and elizabeth and later amy ate in cha cha cha! me and tim got pizza at pinnochios and nack got sushi at the place nextdoor. me, tim, and nack just ate on the sidewalk. we sat there for almost an hour waiting for sudi, elizabeth, and amy. they forgot about us. amy and elizabeth wanted (maybe) to get a tatoo. so we all walked down to lucky's but they were booked. elizabeth and i walked back to the fairgrounds. everyone else soon followed. me and elizabeth walked around and looked at the tents for a while then sat down and listened to the speakers. i got up and wandered around myself. i met these really cool kids who were bi and transgender. they wanted me to go to the teen pride dance in noho later on. i considered it but had no way of getting back to school.i got a few buttons and then went to sit back down with elizabeth. kiernan came and he said he had found tim and nack so i went with him. kiernan had a really cool gay flag cape. i want one. hehe. the four of us watch the drag queens and other acts. it was fun. around five we headed back to noho. we found amy. she got her nose pierced. we just people watched for a long time. elizabeth and her friend came around 5:30. around six we said good bye to kiernan and went to find brendan, sudi, and caitlin. we found them and then went back to the car. i sat in the way back with nack and tim. i think nack is scared of me now. hehe. oh well. we drove to greenfield and everyone except amy, caitlin, sudi, and i went with elzabeth so they could go to hermon. me and caitlin talked alot. it was nice. we got back to campus. sudi dropped caitlin and amy off at marquand and drove me to m-k. later i went to the woods with matt and his friends. they had a campfire and a 30 pack. i didnt drink cause i had to go back to school. bah. i am tired. sleepy time.

Quizie

1. Studded belt - 2 points: 22. Dyed black hair - 2 points: 03. Thick rimed glasses - 2 points: 04. Tight shirts/pants - 2 points each: 05. Gaudy belt buckle - 2 points each: 06. Clothing bought from a thrift store - 2 points each: 10+7. Having hair with bangs longer than the rest - 2 points: 08. Trucker hats - 2 points: 09. Messenger bag - 3 points: 310. Livejournal/Myspace/Friendster account - 2 points each: 411. Saucony/New Balance/Converse shoes - 2 points per pair: 412. Mountain climbing key thingy - 2 points: 213. X'd up mosh gloves - 10 points: 014. Scarf - 2 points: 215. Referring to bands as acronym - 2 points: 216. Vegan diet - 5 points: 017. Vegetarian diet - for shame, no points: 018. Food Not Bombs participation - 5 points: 019. Straight edge - 5 points: 020. Aspiring photographer - 3 points: 321. Using adj from the late 80's/early 90's (i.e. rad, gnarly, rockin', etc.) 1 point for each word in vernacular: 522. Pins/buttons 1/2 point each: 1523. Plugs/body piercing - 2 points each: 424. Vinyl collection - 10 points: 1025. Moldy Peaches fan - 10 points: 1026. Liking metal seriously - deduct 5 points: 027. Liking metal core - 5 points: 528. Reading books over 300 pages long - 3 points: 329. Riding a bike - 5 points: 530. Participating in "the mosh" - 5 points: 531. Tea aficionado - 5 points: 532. Writing poetry - 5 points: 533. Attended 50 shows or more in a year - 2 points: 034. Attending hellfest - 5 points: 0 35. Being in a band - 5 points each: 036. Working at an windy record store/health food store - 5 points: 037. Clapping during mid paced part of a song - 5 points: 0Total: 1040-24 - Poser! Get out or be forced out.25-44 - Beginner. Attend more shows, buy more records, you'll be fine. 45-74 - Scenester. You've been around awhile and you know what's up, good job.75 - Or more - GOD! I bow to thee with your knowledge of everything hard core.

Mail

Meredith PampBox 2209206 Main StreetNorthfield, MA01360Send me letters.-dithyP.S. Don't stalk me.

Wow.

it has been awhile since i have written in here. lets see. not too much is new. yesterday was day of silence. that was fun. gender bender is coming up. yay! hehe. poor bemis had testicular surgery. (that must hurt) today is earth day. tomorrow is family day so i get to go home. yay. hehe. um....i got attacked by wilson guys today with water balloons. that was fun. before that i had "class." i love you tom. nice speach. marty i love you too. just for the whole punk rock thing. kit you are crazy. no more chinese. yea well. study hall now. see ya soon!ps. i love you

weekend

wow. i think this weekend was the best i have had in a long time. friday night we all hung out. dwyn, me, and carrie went to matt's house. it was fun. matt's room is pretty. [its checkerboard!] hehe. i slept with dwyn and carrie on friday and we watched the exorcist. it was fun. i went with deb and nomi to noho on saturday. we met up with tom, harry, weed, and noah at roz's where deb got her hair dye. [he hair is teal now] noah lost his tooth at the concert on friday. he looks like a hillbilly. haha. very funny. we walked around noho for a long time. it was fun. we met up with mim [nomi's sister] she is cool. we also saw rowan and rachael [on a date]. ooo. and we saw kit, andrea, amy, and marty. they were going to a show on pearl street. hehe. we really didn't do alot. but it was fun. then we drove back home [with the same kick-ass cab driver]. we dyed deb's hair in weston. i slept with carrie and dwyn. we watched school or rock. then today me and carrie woke up and had a big waffle. yummy. heh. carrie helped me clean my room. it was fun. now i have to do humanities homework. oh well. it isnt that hard.

hey

hey. i am getting ready to go eat breakfast. class is at 8:30. i got out of workjob like 20 minutes ago. yay. classes end at 11:45 today. then DL meeting and campus meeting. ehhh. then me, kels, and carrie have to work in marquand for an hour. thanks to jules. little asswipe. oh well. its only and hour. time for breakfast!!!

Survey

SOCIAL LIFE:1. Best Girl Friend: Rach and Kels.2. Best Guy Friend: Lars and Tom.3. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Nope.4. If Yes, Current Dating Partner: ...5. Current Crush: Hum...You know who you are.6. Hobbies: I have too many to name.7. Where Can You Usually Be Found: School.8. Who Can You Usually Be Found With: Kels, Dwyn, Rach, and Sab.9. Cell Phone: Yep.10. Pager: Nope.11. Are You Center Of Attention Or Wallflower: In between.12. What Type Automobile Do You Drive: No car yet.13. What Type Automobile Do You Wish You Drove: One that moves.14. Would You Rather Be With Friends Or on a date: With friends.15. Where Is The Best Hangout: Tracy at school or someone's house.16. Do You Have A Job: Yep.17. Where Do You Attend Church: I don't go to church.18. Where's the best place to have a date: How would I know?FRIENDS:1. Have You Known The Longest: Cara at home. Kels at NMH.2. Do You Argue The Most With: Tori, Dwyn, and Sab.3. Do You Always Get Along With: Lars4. Is The Most Trustworthy: Cilla, Lars, and Rach.5. Makes You Laugh The Most: John, Sab, Cilla, and Kels.6. Has Been There Through All The Hard Times: Cilla, Lars, and Tom.7. Is The Most Sensitive: Cilla and Sab.8. Has The Coolest Siblings: Lars, Tori, and Kels.9. Is The Most Blunt: Tom has the most blunts.10. Is The Shyest: Cilla or Laura.11. Is The Most Outgoing: Kels.12. Has The Coolest Parents: Kels and Dwyn.13. Most rebellious: Kels and Cilla.14. Is Most Conservative: Tori and John.15. Is Most Likely To Become Famous: Sab.16. Is Most Likely To Become Rich: Tori.17. Is Most Likely To Wind Up In Jail: John, for plotting to take over the world, and Weed, for trying to kill the CIA.18. Is Most Likely To Have A Mose Million Kids: Dan.19. Is Most Likely To Never Have Kids: Cilla and Weed.20. Always Wears A Smile: Laura.21. Smartest: Cilla, John, and ME. haha. not. 22. Who Has The Biggest Attitude: Kels.23. Without Thinking About It, Who Do You Think Would Die first?: Sab.24 Complains the least: Laura.25. Biggest Flirt: Dwyn.26. Needs A Good Man: Cilla.27. Never EVER Betrayed you: Kels, Rach, Tom, and Lars.28. Easiest to talk to: Lars and Rach.OTHER:1. Who Is Your Role Model: My daddy. haha. not really.2. What Are Your Pet Peeves: I have too many.3. Have You Ever Been In Love: Yes.4. Have You Ever Told Someone You Loved Them Who You Had Not Loved But Like A Lot: Yes.5. Have You Ever Cried Over The Opposite Sex: Yes.6. Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: Eh.7. How Long Was Your Longest Relationship: Summer Lovin'...8. Have You Ever Lied To Your Best Friend(s): Yes.9. Ever Wanted To Get Revenge On Someone Because They Hurt You: Yes.10. Ever Been Cheated On: Nope.11. Ever Said I Love You To Someone of the Opposite Sex: Yes.12. Rather Be Dumper Or Dumped: Be dumper.13. Rather Have A Relationship Or A "Hookup": Relationship.14: Want someone you don't have right now: Yes.15. Ever Liked Your Best Guy/Girl Friend: Yes.16. Do You Want To Get Married: Someday.17. Do You Want Kids: Sure.18. Do You Believe In Psychics: Nope. haha.THIS POINT IN LIFE:19. What Is Your Favorite Part Of Your Physical Being: I dunno.20. What Is Your Favorite Part Of Your Emotional being: I dunno.21. Are You Happy With You: Sometimes.22. Are You Happy With Your Life: Sometimes.23. Are You Scared Right Now: Of what?24. If You Could Change Something In Your Life, Right Now What Would It Be: Ooo. Hard one.25. Biggest Regret: Somethings I have said I wish I could take back.FAVORITE:1. Kiss: The second one.2. Room In House: Basement.3. Girl's Name: Zoe.4. Guy's Name: Daniel and Nathan.5. Person To Talk To About Your Problems: Lars and Rach.6. Song: Ooo. Too many.7. Color: Black8. Animal: Kitties.9. Actor: Elijah Wood.10.Actress: Angelina Jolie.11.Band(s): Can't decide.12.Singer(s): Kurt Cobain.13.Book: Alice in Wonderland.IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE U:1. Cried: Yes.2. Bought Something: Yes.3. Gotten Sick: Yes.5. Eaten: Yes6. Been Kissed: Yes.7. Felt Stupid: Yes.8. Said I Love You: Yes.10. Met Someone New: Yes.11. Moved On: No.12. Talk To An Ex: Yes.13. Missed An Ex: Yes.14. Talked To Someone You Have A Crush On: Yes.15. Had a Serious Talk: Yes.16. Missed Someone: Yes.17. Hugged someone: Yes.18. Fought With Your Parents: Yes.19. Fought With A Friend: Yes.

wow

wow. its still spring break. today me, cilla, and laura went to the mall. wait. i guess it was yesterday. heh. dan came too, but for about 20 minutes. haha. we saw billy and mike and some of their friends. it is scary. mike looks, acts, talks, almost could me mike spadoni. i almost thought that they could be the same person. it was weird. i got a new bag at hot topic. it is like a military bag with black stars on it. its perdy. we also got those new "swoops" candy things. they look like pringles but they are chocolate. its weird. we got the reese's ones. they were so weird. heh. i am watching this show about south park. its funny. hehe. wow. its two AM. i am supposed to go out with my aunt early in the morning. oh well. i want to finish my book, "smack". i think it is pretty good. after i finish i have like 6 more books cilla wants me to read. heh. ok. well i am gonna go readand then sleep. night night.

bah

this week has been pretty boring as far as wakefield goes. no one is home cause they all have school. haha. me and tina watched 2 movies tonight.Swimming Pool.an interesting flick with a twisted plotScorched.a funny cops-and-robbers movie. made me laugh.now we are watching tv. stupid late night shit. infomercials and such. fran-mm...skunk