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Throbbing, you touch my hand; we both fall silent. Melting into you, I dig deep into your soul by way of the beautiful raindrop blue of your eyes. I lock myself into the part of you that I deserve. Recognize the rights I hold to make you happy and the pains that I willin time, pleasure. Your mortality, your essense, the only thing true to you,dwells deep within my palm. Twisting, wonderful pains arise and my wet words kiss away your screams. You tremble as I dive deep once again into your eyes, and this time offer myself to you. Slide down warm, moist skin full of lust and confusion; I invite an invasion of foreign flesh. Time and I beg you to twist us around your fingerhelp us achieve a bond stronger than those of atoms and molecules. We are raw. Dry words cease to exist and life is exciting again, yet still so simple. Yearning, confusion, and love crawl through us and burst into a cooling pain; This heat, so spectacular, cultivates new life.I offer you the pulp of my pain through my heart, and our new freedom deep within the fervent cavern of new found treasure.

hehe. now ...

hehe. now that i have downloaded this semagic thingy i can't stop writing. RACHEL YOU GOT ME ADDICTED!!!!

whoa

hehe. room draw was today. i got rachel's room. 116 in gould. the room right off the lounge. hehe. yay. farthest away from meg. hehe. i will have a new student. which i hope will be cool. i am getting sick of eunice. i mean i love her. but it gets old. i dont know what else really happened today. nothing really. oh well. homework time.

may 17

gay marriage is legal. have a party.

long time

sorry it has been a while since i updated. cough ::rachel:: cough. lets see..friday was genderbender. great fun. even setting up with robin was fun. i came in second for drag king. i wish kiernan could have been there. it would have been 100x cooler. kit looked damn sexy in my cloths. hah. kit i love you. saturday was awesome. we had ou radio show and foster kept calling. hehe. i love foster too. then i stayed for rachel and mark's show. but mark is in south africa so ryn and hillary and lakota were there. more calls from foster. then andrea came a kicked us out. poo. me and sab went to the creamie. yum. we saw nack. yay. rachel came to my room later and we watched slc punk. since i finally have it back. then we had open house. that was kinda fun. i spent the night with rachel in gould. too much fun. too many laughs. finally slept at like 4am. haha. had breakfast with kit and rachel. went to tracy with kit. hehe. we made up funny stories. then we had a "gay koc" meeting. heh. brendan acted like....brendan. heh. me, drew, kit, tim, and nack went to dinner. tim had his "the joys of gay sex" book. haha. fun pictures. we walked to the bridge after dinner to try and dissprove an urban myth that there were keys in a container under the bridge. there werent. we did get eaten alive by bugs though. heh. we went back to keep basement and talked about "gay things." now i am here. poo. homework sucks. tomorrow is room draw. yay.

yesterday

wow.yesterday was crazy. gay pride march in noho.i woke up around 8ish. went to breakfast. came back to my room. talked to kiernan. went outside to the flagpole at 10:30. sudi-laura came. me, brendan, caitlin, nack, tim, amy, and sudi all squished into her little car. hehe. we drove to greenfield. elizabeth met us there and we got big SUV. we all climbed in that. brendan climbing in the back was funny. (imagine how hard it is to et in the way back of a car. now imagine brendan. he is what...300lbs) very fun. we drove to noho with brendan singing along to the radio. "THE FIRST CUT IS THE DEEPEST" got to noho. parked in the garage next to a niiiice car. stingray. yum. sudi, brendan, and caitlin went into brugger's to go to the bathroom. brendan came out with food. hehe. we people watched for a bit and then walked to the begining of the parade. we followed the marcing band for a while but then went in front of them. they kept playing "we're going to the chapel and we're gonna get married" there weren't as many anti-gay protesters as i thought there would be. we finally finished at the fair grounds. we were all really hungry so we just turned around and walked back to noho. sudi and elizabeth and later amy ate in cha cha cha! me and tim got pizza at pinnochios and nack got sushi at the place nextdoor. me, tim, and nack just ate on the sidewalk. we sat there for almost an hour waiting for sudi, elizabeth, and amy. they forgot about us. amy and elizabeth wanted (maybe) to get a tatoo. so we all walked down to lucky's but they were booked. elizabeth and i walked back to the fairgrounds. everyone else soon followed. me and elizabeth walked around and looked at the tents for a while then sat down and listened to the speakers. i got up and wandered around myself. i met these really cool kids who were bi and transgender. they wanted me to go to the teen pride dance in noho later on. i considered it but had no way of getting back to school.i got a few buttons and then went to sit back down with elizabeth. kiernan came and he said he had found tim and nack so i went with him. kiernan had a really cool gay flag cape. i want one. hehe. the four of us watch the drag queens and other acts. it was fun. around five we headed back to noho. we found amy. she got her nose pierced. we just people watched for a long time. elizabeth and her friend came around 5:30. around six we said good bye to kiernan and went to find brendan, sudi, and caitlin. we found them and then went back to the car. i sat in the way back with nack and tim. i think nack is scared of me now. hehe. oh well. we drove to greenfield and everyone except amy, caitlin, sudi, and i went with elzabeth so they could go to hermon. me and caitlin talked alot. it was nice. we got back to campus. sudi dropped caitlin and amy off at marquand and drove me to m-k. later i went to the woods with matt and his friends. they had a campfire and a 30 pack. i didnt drink cause i had to go back to school. bah. i am tired. sleepy time.

Quizie

1. Studded belt - 2 points: 22. Dyed black hair - 2 points: 03. Thick rimed glasses - 2 points: 04. Tight shirts/pants - 2 points each: 05. Gaudy belt buckle - 2 points each: 06. Clothing bought from a thrift store - 2 points each: 10+7. Having hair with bangs longer than the rest - 2 points: 08. Trucker hats - 2 points: 09. Messenger bag - 3 points: 310. Livejournal/Myspace/Friendster account - 2 points each: 411. Saucony/New Balance/Converse shoes - 2 points per pair: 412. Mountain climbing key thingy - 2 points: 213. X'd up mosh gloves - 10 points: 014. Scarf - 2 points: 215. Referring to bands as acronym - 2 points: 216. Vegan diet - 5 points: 017. Vegetarian diet - for shame, no points: 018. Food Not Bombs participation - 5 points: 019. Straight edge - 5 points: 020. Aspiring photographer - 3 points: 321. Using adj from the late 80's/early 90's (i.e. rad, gnarly, rockin', etc.) 1 point for each word in vernacular: 522. Pins/buttons 1/2 point each: 1523. Plugs/body piercing - 2 points each: 424. Vinyl collection - 10 points: 1025. Moldy Peaches fan - 10 points: 1026. Liking metal seriously - deduct 5 points: 027. Liking metal core - 5 points: 528. Reading books over 300 pages long - 3 points: 329. Riding a bike - 5 points: 530. Participating in "the mosh" - 5 points: 531. Tea aficionado - 5 points: 532. Writing poetry - 5 points: 533. Attended 50 shows or more in a year - 2 points: 034. Attending hellfest - 5 points: 0 35. Being in a band - 5 points each: 036. Working at an windy record store/health food store - 5 points: 037. Clapping during mid paced part of a song - 5 points: 0Total: 1040-24 - Poser! Get out or be forced out.25-44 - Beginner. Attend more shows, buy more records, you'll be fine. 45-74 - Scenester. You've been around awhile and you know what's up, good job.75 - Or more - GOD! I bow to thee with your knowledge of everything hard core.